-coughs-

coughs sucks. i know.
so do you too. (:

haha.im going crazy aft reading cosmopolitan.
read about men's behaviour.
weird behaviour.
and its like I Had To Dump Him, Man.
((: haha. tt phrase rocks.
so eye catchg and etc.
ytd had a dream.
about joseph throwg away all my thgs.
cried like fuck in e dream but not in reality
i was supa pissed.
haha
cos e thgs had memories.
he himself told me not to throw thgs about him but here he was throwg.
yucks*
disgusting behaviour.
shant talk about him.
im still friends with him.
yes yes.

about clarence.
i had a great talk with him ytd.
i know it was hurtful thgs.
but they are thgs in my mind fer like so long.
im not ready to b tied down or to love.
yes yes.
im too busy with my work.
honestly, work life is like a flirtin life.
im livin it.
and lovin it.
shit.
i feel like a bitch now.
but heck...
its e guys who start teasg e gals first can?
practically, every gal at toyrus flirts with some superior.
hahaaaaa (:
dunno la.
i love my life.
not tt i like doing this to clarence.
but as in, im givin him my love. all e love i can give.
until im ready, den baby i'd tell you!
but rmb: i still love ya! heee =D